MY FIRST SURGICAL EXPERIENCE IN MY TEEN LIFE

I had nothing to do on the first day so i had enough time to write down what happened on that day. As for the other remaining days im in the hospital, i just jotted down few important moments


23rd November 2009

815 Arrived, nurse cakap all the doctors takde
Had breakfast at Hassan Shah. My last roti canai
930 Consult with Dr Ramesh

Long walk to the ward. Dapat bilik first class, luckily. The were only 2 rooms. Kalau tidak duduk yang katil ramai ramai. Cant really imagine myself duduk situ..

1141 Amik darah : 3 small bottles!
1200 Lunch : mushroom chicken soup, watermelon
1221 Tetibe tempat amik darah tu pedih
1256 And tetibe rase pressure gile dekat situ

200 Bangun dari nap
330 Tea time : vanilla swissroll, tea

Blood pressure : 94/60

400 Consult dengan dr bius

DS-time

458 Ibu tido
630 Dinner : nasi, daging, sayur campur : sedap :p
Mr Zam and Mr Ali came in. Dorang yang operate i, asked if i have any q's
(Mr is for pakar, Dr tu kire low class :P )
735 Blood pressure : 97/60

Blood pressure:119/71

Ayah, kakak, GG datang bawak marshmallow, magnetic writing board and laptop
Dibo came too and brought magazines, Vogue and Seventeen
Dorang g makan. I ate one sleeping pill tapi tak boleh tido

1114 OTP with Att
1200 Puasa

24th November 2009

730 The doctors came in, The doctor yang i ingatkn will perform my surgery turns out is not going to do it, and if i still want him then i'll have to postpone my surgery, gile ke?


Blood pressure : 109/66

1000 Slept till this hour
1022 Baru habis mandi. Sitting on bed alone, ibu dekat luar.
Tak pernah keluar bilik lagi. Still puasa!



Then it was my turn to go to the OR
Changed into the surgery clothes, i dapat white wit pink pipping on the neck
Baring dekat the bed. Nurse letak cream for bius on my left hand and off we go

Dorang tolak sampai tempat nak surgery tu, sejuk sial. I tak berani nak tanye if that was bilik mayat(its not) so i buat bodoh je

Then they transferred me to another bed and dorang letak 3 lais selimut on me
The whole time, i felt like crying but i held back my tears
Until.. my mum started to cry when she kissed me when the nurses wanted to take me to the surgery room. Tak tahan sangat so i cried too and i couldnt stop crying, idk why, the tears kept falling

Bile dah masuk, menggigil gile. The doctor asked, sejuk ke takut? I said, dua dua
I was shivering like crazy. Then ade this one patient beside me asked, 'buat surgery ape? perut? rahim? kelamin?' I was like 'saye baru 16 tahun' then the doctor took me into the OR. Transferred me to the surgery table. Put silicon thinggy on my neck, and started putting wires on my chest, i think everyone saw my boobs, but that time, i cam dah tak kisah haha Then docotr bius ikat my wrist sebab nak cucuk bius but she couldnt find my veins, so cucuk my other hand. Tak sakit langsung. Then! Another doctor came, 'okay sekarang nak cucuk biar tidur okay?' and baam


Bangun, i found myself outside the OR tempat awal awal tadi. Everything was a blur, tak sedar langsung tengok tengok dah siap. What happened?

I couldnt stop shivering. Time time, lagi teruk. Menggigil sampai dagu i pun bergerak. Bukan sebab sejuk tau. It was so weird, i didnt know why i was shivering, shaking padahal selimut tebal gile. Then tetibe stop.. Weird

Then ade nenek ni, i assume die nenek patient sebelah i. Die senyum, i senyum balik but i think pipi i tak gerak pun eventhough i senyum lebar macam mane pun. Then she asked 'lu ni cina ka melayu?' I couldnt answer la, i tak boleh cakap. So yeah, awkward silence haha


To be continued..